~Hold on
I hold onto a grain of faith; likes it is a lifeboat, to get me back to shore. I hold onto a future; that has…
~Confusion
Tonight the confusion feels like a fire; where breathing is a chore. Tonight the illusion of fake and desire; feels more and more like a…
~Feels
I’m confused; feeling used, internally bruised. I’m sad; feeling mad, identifying all that is bad. I’m lost; this has come at a cost, all this…
~Reflections on Healthy vs Unhealthy anger.
I use to correlate anger with being a bad emotion because when I was younger it was taken to the extreme. An angry dad wasn’t just angry;…
~Free
Everything was wrong; Now it is coming back. Feeling colour again; It all felt so black. Picking up the pieces; And sculpting a new story…
~New Life
When I don’t know who I am or am misguided in who I am meant to be. When I sit with the part that is…
~Brand new
I thought about writing a book about what i’ve been through; but I’m not sure I have all the right words to say. the things that have…
~Anhedonia
I cant quite feel what it is I should. I seek for what’s real and what feels good. but its all feels blank; a quiet nightime deserted highway. numb…
~Release to God
I am engulfed in a sea; Of a weight I still carry That should have never been mine to bear. I sit in my pain;…
~Valley
I am in the valley; Not on a mountain top. But loving God I’ll never stop. And through the suffering and the quiet tears; I…