~The closest friend

Fear of being used; got to let this go. Needing to trust; what it is I know. Wanting to let in; love once again. Longing…

~Hold on

I hold onto a grain of faith; likes it is a lifeboat,  to get me back to shore. I hold onto a future; that has…

~Confusion

Tonight the confusion feels like a fire; where breathing is a chore. Tonight the illusion of fake and desire; feels more and more like a…

~Feels

I’m confused; feeling used, internally bruised. I’m sad; feeling mad, identifying all that is bad. I’m lost; this has come at a cost, all this…

~Free

Everything was wrong; Now it is coming back. Feeling colour again; It all felt so black. Picking up the pieces; And sculpting a new story…

~New Life

When I don’t know who I am or am misguided in who I am meant to be. When I sit with the part that is…

~Brand new

I thought about writing a book about what i’ve been through; but I’m not sure I have all the right words to say. the things that have…

~Anhedonia

I cant quite feel what it is I should. I seek for what’s real and what feels good. but its all feels blank; a quiet nightime deserted highway. numb…

~Release to God

I am engulfed in a sea; Of a weight I still carry That should have never been mine to bear. I sit in my pain;…